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		<title>repentance and the scientific method</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[The word &#8220;repent&#8221; means a lot to us here at Freeing My Mind. (And by &#8220;us&#8221; I mean, me.) The reason behind this is that our modern understanding of repentance is actually very different from what the word actually means. At least the Greek word recorded in scripture. I&#8217;m not a Greek scholar by any means, but [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The word &#8220;repent&#8221; means a lot to us here at Freeing My Mind. (And by &#8220;us&#8221; I mean, me.) The reason behind this is that our modern understanding of repentance is actually very different from what the word actually means. At least the Greek word recorded in scripture. I&#8217;m not a Greek scholar by any means, but I do know how to use Google.  Metanoeo, is the term for &#8220;repent&#8221; in the original language. After reading about 10 different definitions of the word, it is best summed up as &#8220;to perceive afterwards&#8221;. While this may sound a little confusing at first, it&#8217;s actually quite simple. It is a realization that leads to a complete change of mindset. It is an enlightenment that changes one&#8217;s life.  In other words, it is a freeing of the mind. The realization that what we once thought and the way we once lived is actually wrong. We come to the understanding that a new way of living and thinking is now mandatory.</p>
<p>While most people come up with pictures of weeping and sorrow when the word repent is used, I believe repentance is actually a joyous thing. It leads to a new state of being and a new lease on life. While repentance does lead to our salvation in Christ, in a grander sense it leads to our understanding of God&#8217;s kingdom. It is an ongoing process by which our hearts and minds are continually transformed into the image of God and His creation. Repentance is the foundation of reformation. In order for something to be reformed, we have to first realize the need for that reformation. This comes through repentance.</p>
<p>It might seem like I&#8217;m trying to teach here, and I guess I am in a sense, but this is an idea that has formed everything that I believe. The idea of repentance means that the way we once thought is false when compared to our new understanding. If we as people and we as the Church are to continue to grow, then we must have an ongoing heart of repentance. Are you tired of hearing the word. Let me rephrase it. We must have an ongoing heart for reformation. A reorganizing of our lives, hearts, mindsets and purposes.  Without this, we cease to grow and we begin to exist in a perpetual state. True repentance changes almost every facet of our viewpoint. We begin to look at the world different. We see people in a different light. Our understanding and relationship with God becomes more alive.  I can honestly say that I probably go through a process like this at least once a year. A series of encounters with and revelations of God which drastically change my viewpoint. While some might consider this wishy-washy, I would say that it is simply continued growth in God.</p>
<p>There is an idea that I learned during middle-school science. That idea is called the Scientific Method.</p>
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<p>The image you see here, is the Scientific Method. It&#8217;s simple really. 1) A question is asked. This question begins by analyzing a current existence. We begin to question why that is and if it is actually true. Next, we 2) do background research. We attempt to understand the subject in question and what the current state of thought regarding the matter is. Next we 3) construct a hypothesis. This is a theory about the answer to our question. The next step involves 4) testing with an experiment. We put our ideas up to scrutiny. We don&#8217;t simply take our hypothesis and consider is truth because it is what we believe, but we decide that that which is true can stand in the face of questions. Thus, the experiment. Finally, we 5) analyze the results and draw a conclusion. Our idea has now stood in the face of scrutiny and either holds up or doesn&#8217;t. This leads us to a conclusion. 6) Either our hypothesis is true or it is not. This is where things get interesting. If our theory turns out to be false, then our original question is yet to answered. In fact, we leave the experiment with more questions than we began with. If our original idea is not true, then that means that actually do not know what is. If it is true, then that idea has now stood up to the test and has come out as true.</p>
<p>&#8220;Craig, what in the world are you talking about.&#8221; I&#8217;m talking about repentance. This is how it actually comes about. We question our current mindsets, think on that mindset, test that mindset and see if how we think and feel is actually true. The only way to really do this is not by testing our thoughts against our natural way of thinking, but against the nature and will of God.</p>
<p>Our problem seems to be that we see true faith as not having any room for scrutiny. If we really have faith, then we shouldn&#8217;t question it. This perception is outside the realm of repentance. If we never question and test our mindsets, how can we actually believe them to be true?</p>
<p>&#8220;To perceive afterwards&#8221;. To come into a new way of thinking due to the process of thinking, testing and concluding.</p>
<p>The, at least, yearly process of change that I seem to go through happens through this method. I see an aspect of my life and beliefs and I begin to question it. I measure it up to what God says on that matter and at times repentance occurs. I realize that my current way of thinking is actually false. I must then begin the process over with my new way of thinking.</p>
<p>With posts such as this there is always a fear of sounding overly high-brow or even pretentious. But again, I&#8217;m simply freeing my mind.</p>
<p>Besides, I can blame it on my brother, <a href="http://chriskinsley.com/" target="_blank">Chris</a>. He&#8217;s the one that got me thinking about this. Which leads me to today&#8217;s<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqzJMSgqJHU" target="_blank"> inspiration</a>. This is a video done by my brother. Do we look alike? He and the rest of the guys at <a href="http://www.studentlife.com/" target="_blank">Student Life</a> really do some of the best media presentations around. I think you&#8217;ll enjoy it. If not, then ask yourself why.<br />
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		<title>insects and passing cars</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 22 Sep 2009 17:50:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Craig</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I just picked up The White Album, from the newly remastered Beatles collection. I was inspired through the recent release of The Beatles: Rock Band. Due to the lofty price tag, I decided not to pick up the game just yet and instead to give Ringo and the crew another shot at winning me over. [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I just picked up <a href="http://www.amazon.com/White-Album-Remastered-Beatles/dp/B0025KVLU6/ref=sr_1_4?ie=UTF8&amp;s=music&amp;qid=1253634588&amp;sr=8-4" target="_blank">The White Album</a>, from the newly remastered Beatles collection. I was inspired through the recent release of <a href="http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_ss?url=search-alias%3Daps&amp;field-keywords=beatles+rock+band&amp;x=0&amp;y=0" target="_blank">The Beatles: Rock Band</a>. Due to the lofty price tag, I decided not to pick up the game just yet and instead to give Ringo and the crew another shot at winning me over. I have to admit, to the chagrin of most music aficionados, that I have never been much of a Beatles fan. When I was 12 years old my brother, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_ss?url=search-alias%3Daps&amp;field-keywords=beatles+rock+band&amp;x=0&amp;y=0" target="_blank">Chris</a>, introduced me to band after picking up Sgt. Pepper&#8217;s Lonely Hearts Club Band through one of those 12 CDs for a penny &#8220;deals&#8221;. As a 12 year old, I can&#8217;t say that I had the best ear for music, but I definitely made a go of it. During this time I also learned to play my first and only song on the guitar, &#8220;Yellow Submarine&#8221;. On another note, the Beatles song &#8220;With a Little Help From My Friends&#8221; (which, as sung by Joe Cocker, filled my childhood on a weekly basis before each airing of The Wonder Years) was also the class song of my 2000 high school senior class, although probably more for the phrase &#8220;I get high with a little help from my friends&#8221; than on its musical merit alone. During my college years, I picked up a couple of albums and gave it another shot. No go. I should also mention that what has come to be our ministry&#8217;s quasi catch-phrase, &#8220;all you need is love&#8221;, was also inspired by a Beatles song of the same name. Not because I was personally inspired by the group, but rather due to a message that I preached concerning the Jesus movement of the 1960&#8242;s.  Although not as entrenched in Beatles culture as previous generations, I can&#8217;t say that I&#8217;m new to the iconic foursome. Still, I don&#8217;t get it. I get that it&#8217;s good music, but I don&#8217;t get the hysteria that surrounds them to this day. Before you say that I just had to be there, I&#8217;ll cite my love for Frank Sinatra and the popular phrase that Beatles music is tagged with, &#8220;timeless&#8221;.  Oh well, I guess Beatles or no Beatles, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ob-La-Di,_Ob-La-Da" target="_blank">ob la di ob la da</a>.</p>
<p>During my vacation I had an interesting dream. I was driving in a car, with a friend as a passenger. I never noticed who this friend was, but I knew he was close to me. I was looking for the right place. What that place was or why I was looking for it, I didn&#8217;t know. Finally I stopped on the edge of a field that was parallel to a busy highway. I got out of the car and walked across the field in order to cross the highway. I took a large white erase-board and began writing some of my favorite words of reformation on the board: &#8220;All You Need is Love&#8221;, &#8220;Jesus Didn&#8217;t Come to Start a Religion&#8221;, &#8220;Love Them Out of Sin&#8221;, etc. I stood on the edge of the busy highway as cars flashed by me like shooting stars. I quickly became frustrated that no one was noticing the messages. Deciding that my sign was not large enough, I crossed to the opposite side of the highway. Suddenly I saw a large road sign and began painting on the back of it. The message I painted was, &#8220;Become Change&#8221; in large letters. About this time I noticed voices in the distance. I had an understanding that these were people doing exactly what I was doing, only I was unable to see them, only their sounds.Although, still aware that the cars were passing without much notice of the signs, I was comforted at the thought of others being out there.</p>
<p>While the dream has extraordinary personal meaning to me, I noticed a larger message contained within the allegory. We are living in interesting times. One one hand, we have a state of society and government that is alarming. Between economic perils, poverty, terrorism, disease and even rampant mistrust of Christian ministers and Christianity as a whole, there is reason to be alarmed. On the other hand, I also know with all of my heart, that we are in a time in which God is willing to transform us into the people that we were always meant to be. During times of uncertainty in the world, God will always raise up a people to be the answer to that uncertainty. Myself, as well as other prophetic leaders in America, have recently been sensing even more calamity hanging over our nation. I believe that we have not seen the end of the economic crisis and various other crises. The problem arises, as it is now, when we begin to let fear and worry settle over our lives. Fear suddenly begins to be the underlying affect on our decisions. We begin to act in a frantic manner, without slowing down and taking the time to think through our actions and decisions. Anytime fear shows up, whether it be on a large scale or concerning our personal lives, the root of that fear is never God. The purpose of God revealing incoming disaster, is not for us to simply batten down the hatches and wait it out. It is so that we, the heavenly answers sent into the earth, can be the agents of change that are needed. Obviously when we realize that our current state and our current modus operandi isn&#8217;t working, the needed response is not fear, but rather faith in the fact that God has designed us and given us the power to affect the world around. Through heavenly wisdom and supernatural love, we can bring about the needed cultural shift.</p>
<p>I just hope we&#8217;re not driving too fast, simply clicking the cruise control and letting the car take us wherever it desires. God&#8217;s speaking, but it might not be what we thought it would be. Put on the breaks and look around.</p>
<p>much love to you all</p>
<p>be inspired with a little nostalgia<br />
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